Friday, January 30, 2009






I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
HIBARI KYOYA !



I want to buy this ring .
D:

OH MY GOD

Hello .
LOL .
HAHA TODAY SO FUNNY .
:@ .
WAIT WAIT .
IM UPLOADING PICTURES .

AHAHAHHA .
Ok ,
Here's the story today .

School was boring ,

As usual .

And then ,

During English lesson ,

Ms Chua asked me
( which i dont know that she
" asked me to " go off the fans of another class . )
Then ,
( because i dont know that it was me to do it )
She just shoved me and pushed me ,

Asked me to go into the classroom and switch off the fan .

I was like _|_ .

Fuck you .

Lol .

Before cme lesson .

These two .
Were here .

Fighting .

Ahahah .

:x .



Ok then ,
After school ,

Eileen pei-ed me to walk around ,
Waste time ,

And im waiting for my mei actually
:x .

Blahhs .

Then we went to eat at horizon food court
O_o .

I took a snap of her .

Weee .
:x .



HAH !


Could someone ,
Give me that as my birthday present ?
:D !
Ok then ,

I found mei and jiajun .

:D !
Then Eileen went to find her mom .

While we 3 Go to the toilet .
Anddddddd .
Here's what i get
:D !


TA DAAAAAAAAAA !

HAH .

So ,
we went downstairs ,

And took the mrt .

o: .
And i thought that suntec is in Marina Bay ._.
So we went up .

Then ,

We saw that Marina Bay MRT station ,
Is deserted .

And ,

The outside ,

Is a construction center .
._____.
Then ,
We waved for taxies ,

And they are all HIRED .

We were like ,

What th f .

LOL .


:x .
Sorry la .
I know is my fault .
:x .

Then we went back to the mrt station .
Took a few of these though .

:D .

Jaslyn Mei edited this though .

HAH .
TELL YOU SOMETHING FUNNY .
When we're in the mrt .
There is these two indians ,

Keep looking at as .
And when we're actually saying about them ,

They kept smiling and laughing at us .

Then we were like .

LOL .
HERE'S THE TWO OF THEM .

TO ALL , BEWARE OF THESE TWO INDIANS .
They're fucktard Retards .

LOLOLOL .
When we reached city hall .
I actually wanted to say : SEE WHAT SEE HUH ?

Then ,

We came out .

And i said outside the train .

See what see . ( my head's shaking though )

AND YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEN ?

THEY BOTH SHAKE HEAD AND LAUGH AND SMILE .

LOL WDF .
WE WERE LIKE .
OH MY GOD .
LOLOLOLOLOL .


BLA .

So we walked around ,

and found suntec city .

and walked ,

and walked ,
AND WALKED ,
and we found out ,
We're lost .

LOL .

So we walked ,
STILL WALKED .
And walked .
AIYA .
LAZY TO SAY ,
JUST KEEP WALKING UNTIL
FROM SUNTEC CITY ,
TO MILLENIA SQUARE ,

TO MARINA SQUARE ,

THEN TO MRT ,

WHICH IS JUST OPPOSITE OF SUNTEC CITY .

:@!


BLA .
Oh ya .

I have bought my little taste of heaven to drink .

o: .

Though ,

When we are in Marina Square ,

We saw this Hello Kitty Prize Corner there .
AND ,

ITS SO CUTE .

o: .

I WANT ONE .
D: .


So we went to mrt ,

took train back to woodlands .
And seperated ,

And went home .
And now ,

Im typing .

Facing my comp ,

And i just realised
I have Geography homework to do .

I left my maths in school ._.
Roar .

NaNa & Jaslyn .

` Our Sisterly Lovee ;




Monday, January 26, 2009

WOO

Happy chinese new year everyone . :D !

Blahhs .
Yesterday night ,
And yesterday's dream ,

I kept thinking of something .
I dont know exactly what im thinking anyway .

Its just ,
Something kept bugging me .
And i really hate it .

I have nothing to say actually .
O_o .

So i`ll post one of me of my picture o-o .

Bored actually .
:x .



「 傀儡絵 」- Kugutsue
; Puppet master

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

What ?
You think ,
That i`ve put in msn : The Momentary Silence ,
Is to you ?

Hah ,
If you wish to think so , please do .
Because ,
Im not referring to you .

Dont think ,
That I cant forget you already .
Hohoho ,
Eventually ,
I have forgotten you .

It takes a very hard effort just to forget bits and pieces to forget you thank you .
Now ,
You said you're keeping the promises you made .
Where is it then ?
I regarded you nothing but as a friend already ,
And where is the promise ?

Of course you dont know how im feeling right now .
Because ,
Actually nobody knows .

I've been fucking fucked up ,
In school ,
At home ,
Outside ,
Even when im looking in my phone .

I dont intend to scold or critisize anybody .
But this year ,
Oh hohoho this year .
Sooner or later ,
Im going to get mad and crazy soon .

And neither of you want to see me ,
Causing rampage all over .

It aint a nice sight to watch ,
Or to even hear .

I may say stupid things now ,
Because im having the bloody blood day that i have to resist until 3 days .
Thats bloody irritating already .
But do know that ,
I meant what i said .

Dont think ,
That im a girl ,
Which is fucking sissy like ,
And that fucking weak .'
Uh uhh ,
I aint that kind of girl .

You know how god damn well ,
My temper is .

And ,
I dont intend ,
To release this rage of mine ,
For anybody ,
To see .

It is a very ugly sight .
Thats why ,
Im trying to control it .

Gomen everybody .
But ,
Do spare a thought for me .
I`ve been cheated and lied to before .
Think about the pain i had ,
And the pain of how much i try to hold back before i snapped .
Pretend that you're me .
And ,
See how much ,
That pain ,
Reflects to you .
And how you try to hold that grudge inside you .

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Happyyyyyyyyy 1 Month bestfriend

Happy 1 Month BestFriend !

Ahahahahaha .
Today .
Eileen keep kena Kewin , Jiahao , KweeKiat And KwangChuan disturbed .
Nice nice nice .

Anyway ,
Im lazed to post .

Hmm .
My aunt and cousins came to visit Singapore today .
Although i like my cousins to come visit .
But .
I hate my aunt .
Very kp .
And haolian ._.

Blahhs .


You once loved me .
Though we're bestfriends .
I still treat you as the person i love .
Im sorry ,
I really fell for you .
Even if your trying your best studying ,
You still made time for me a little .
Its uncomfortable for you to do that .
Because .
I dont want you to waste time on me .
x.x

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Konban wa !

Blahhs .
Yesterday .
No money to go bunk .
As usual :x .
Hope you all missed me .
LOL .

Yesterday ,
Went to the gym in woodlands with Jaslyn mei and her friend .
Arount 1pm to 2pm O_O .
Then we went to causeway point .
Bought sushi .
And ate it near sakae sushi there .
Then i used mei's psp and played dj max .
Then there's this one xiao mei mei .
Eat until very disgusting .
Then she turn and face us .
I say hi .
Ever since i said hi ,
She keep staring at me .
Like want to tio me like that .
Since she want play play stare stare .
I also can .
I purpously talk LOUD so she can hear .
That narb .
Want stare hor ?
I dig your eyes lah hor .
Think you can go to your auntie and hide .
Pui .
Disgusting .
Keep go until rubbish bin there .
You eat there , drink there , live there is it ?
Pui .

Then me and my mei and her friend
Went to timezone .
And we saw this ride thingy :x .
Kinda fun .
Mini rider 2 .
Then me and my mei went in twice .
For other people was okay .
When we were inside and we're playing .
Always the last part .
We kena error .
._.
Fuck suay sia .

So after that ,
I went to mei's house .
And we watched hitman reborn .
:x .
Then i went home .
And watched some more .
Ahahahahahahaha .

Anyway thats all .

Oyasumi nasai !
Sayonara !

I`ll go aside so you can focus on studying .
Good luck though .
(: .

` I can wait forever .
Eugene-san ,
Anata no aishite imasu .

Friday, January 9, 2009

Blahhhhhh



Ahahahahahahaha .
Nothing to do by the way :x .
School's boring .
Everything's boring eventually .
Hmm .
Today at school ,
Is bonding day .
During english lesson ,
We're supposed to debate for our group .
So our class is divided into 9 groups of 4 to 5 people .
Its like .
In the textbook , they said .
There are 10 people underneath a mountain surviving because of the meteorite shower .
They have enough food and water to last .
But two has to be kicked out ,
If not the food only lasts for one year .
But they also included that ,
After 10~20 years ,
The people will come out .
And repopulate the earth .

My group is chosen as child .
Then hakim's group is a rock climber who is 50 years old .
Anwar's group is an university student .
( Apparently we're the only group that's the noisiest . )
Anyway ,
Me , Sinta And Eileen ,
Keep debating on other groups .
And eventually became the most hated ones ,
Because we earned alot of points .
:x .
Then until the final part ,
Majority of the class ,
Voted the child to be kicked out first .
LOL .
Then we 3 were like shouting .
NOT FAIR LAH
LOL .
Fun sio .

After Ms Chua's lesson .
Mdm Marjubee came in .
And we deco our notice boards .
Looks abit plain lahhs .
Not really nice though .
But nevermind .
Its the effort that counts O_O .
We need to deco our tables also .
So i helped Eileen , Kwang Chuan and Kwee Kiat <-- Aka That freak kit kat .
Draw their names O_O .
Blaaaaaaa ): .
Im only good at drawing names :x .

Hmm .
Then our class played one game eventually .
Everybody is all so nervous .
LOL .
Keep changing seats .
:x .

Then after school ,
Need to go library meeting .
Then Ms Leow suggests what color shirt we want for librarian shirt .
All suggest black again .
Then i joke joke around .
Say ,
Why dont choose PINK color ?
LOLOLOLOLOL .
Fun :x .
Most of them were laughing .
Ahahahahaha .

Then walked back home ,
Walking down the stairs ,
Then there's one group of people which i never seen before ._.
Made that kissing sound to attract my attention .
( They're paikia's i guess , )
I faster zao to lift .
Though i dont know what i do wrong actually ._.

Then i need to help mommie buy her food .
So i went down ,
( Bathed , Eye-lined eyes , Styled hair ;x )
Then walk behind there .
Then the zabor ,
Make that kiss sound to me ._.
Then she said :
Aye , give me your number .
I just faster walk to go buy ._.
Why should i give you my number ,
When ,
I did not even talked to you ._. ?
Lol .
After buying ,
I walked another side ,
To " avoid their attention " .
Then reached home .
Watched Animax .
Then now im here blogging :D !

Bla .

Am I always that Sadistic ?
._.
JRock ,
Rock & Roll
Babeh .

Eugeneeeeeeeeeeeee ,
): .
Im kinda sad .
You're talking to me in a different vibeee .
Haiyoo D: .
You told me earlier ,
You want to study .
And dont want any relationships to interfere .
No matters much :D !
I`ll let you focus on your studies then !
You better PASS OKAY !
i love you ,
Alot .
Seriously .
I saw you appear in my dreams .
But not really look like you ._.
Kind of an abnormal way .
I mean ,
Who in the world 's ,
Dick is blue in colour ?
._. .
Its a dream .
Not anything else .
DOSENT INCLUDE PORN !

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Well Hello hello (: !

Long Time no post :o .
Actually ,
Nothing to post though .

I cant get my laptop back for some reason(s)

I`ll be back to audition and maple when i get back my comp .
Till then , im mia-ing (: .

Its decided we are bestfriends .
Though it may feel awkward ,
We'll try to remain ,
Like as when we're before .
But still ,
iloveyou ,

Friday, January 2, 2009

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THANKS !


i love you eugene ,
First day of school .
Sucks though O_o .
Blah .
Start of the class ,
Mdm Marjubee intro herself .
LONG INTRO ._.
" i dowanna be your enemy , i wanna be your friend . ; i can make your life more miserable "
Bla bla bla ._.

Borrrrrrrringgggg year .

Hmm .
Time2Post out my feelings ;D !

How much it hurts to see ,
My phone empty .
The way you talked to me ,
Seems like a different vibe already .
Im getting a feeling that you dont like me anymore .
All's well that im falling head to toe for you ,
You seem to want to push me aside .
I dont really want that .
In fact ,
I feel hurt .
I wish i didnt trust your words .
Wish i could turn back time .
Everything's changed .
Maybe ,
I`ll observe a few more days later .
See how things are going .
If it aint fine .
Maybe ,
Its right for me to leave you .
And for you to find someone suitable enough ,
For your love .
Im created to only love somebody ,
But .
Not to be loved by somebody .
Eugene aka Keisuke ,
i love you .
And i mean it .

For you who cant see .
Actually ,
Its not meant for you to see .
Its only meant for me .
Sorry .

Thursday, January 1, 2009

I think , i know .
Whats happening .

Why do i have an urge to possess you ?
Is it what it seems to be ?

I dont know .
But .
You made me feel that emotion .
That feeling that i want to feel for so long .

But maybe ,
Its lost again .

Its been nice knowing you .
Thanks for the listening ear that i needed for so long .
Thank you .

But ,
Now ,
I realized .
iloveyou .

Im sorry for you to see me like this .
Maybe ,
Its the end .
:D .
Happy new year you nitwits .
LOL .

So .
I spent the last day of 2008 with syarafina for 3 Hours in Yishun ,
And With Keisuke for 5Hours in Pasir Ris .
Watched Bedtime Story with keisuke O_o .

Eheheh .
Not what you think ok .
Jiawen talk Jiaowei .
LOLOL .

Anyway ,
THE SHOW SO FUNNNNY .
LOL .
I LOVE THE BUGSY .
HIS EYES ,
HYPNOTIZED ME
LOL .
SO DAMM BLOODY BIG AND CUTE CANS ?!?
LOLOLOL .

After movie , went to bunk .
Train my long-time-no-touch cabal acc .
Train to 56 finally O_o .

Then took th train to Woodlands ,
Took 912 ,
Went to mei's house and TON .
Spent the last moment of 2008 with her ,
And the first seconds and minutes of 2009 with her also :D .

Then woke up .
Then i needa get home .
Cause father called me .
Then followed by my brother .

Then went downstairs with mei to buy our breakfast .
Then we seperated because im walking home on another side O_o .
Then I saw myself looking so sadistic .
I wore only Red , Black and White .
Even the coke im holding , and the red plastic bag with my breakfast match my colour LOL .
My bag is white and black checkered ._.
LOL .
Now im home ,
Spending the first day of 2009 With my Mommie .
And spending the second day of 2009 With my Narb new classmates .
Oh how i hate majority of my school malays .
._.

k done .
LOL .
Sad to say ,
Maybe you wont talk to me again :x .
I told you .
I dont look pretty or anything .
And ,
If anything were to happen .
I wont cry anyway O_o .
Blahh .
Always end up as expected :D .
Must be well prepared for any moment of situation :D .



X3 !
I love this face :D .